Saturday, August 16, 2014

mommy daughter

we haven't gotten around to taking updated family pictures yet, but those will be coming soon!
in the mean time, we have had a mini photo shoot with her daddy and one with me.
here are a few of my favorites from our mommy daughter pictures.





i've never felt so much love in my life, and i can feel that it both ways with her.
being a mom to this little girl has been a dream come true!

Thursday, August 14, 2014

the nursery

okay okay so i know i have been gushing nonstop about miss sadie.
i can't help myself, she is the best thing to happen to us!
anyway, i realized that i never posted any pictures on here of her nursery.
we had the furniture set up already in her room when i was in my 2nd trimester.
we couldn't wait to start filling up her room and making this all seem more real.
there are still a few frames that need to be filled but we'll get to those soon. :)
                                                                                                       





i took these in the very early morning so the lighting isn't the best quality.
the color scheme is mainly lavender, aqua, teal, and splashes of gold. 
it's been so nice having the extra space for her own room.
we are enjoying every bit of being her parents!

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

daddy's girl

will is a tender-hearted guy and i always knew he'd make the sweetest father.
i melt every time i see him and sadie together. she knows exactly who he is.
i'm so glad i get to spend forever with these two! i'm the luckiest girl in the world!








Sunday, August 10, 2014

a week of sadie

this week has been a dream come true!
i seriously have never been more happy (and sleep deprived) in my whole life.
sadie has already experienced so much in her first week of life.
a few of the things we have introduced her to:

-breastfeeding, which she is a pro at by the way. she has been so patient with me!
-being outside. we've been walking around the block once a day since we got home.
-her own room. we decided to start from the beginning so hopefully we all sleep better.
-all of her grandparents. both of her grandmas watched her be born.
-2 of her great grandmas and her only living great grandpa.
-bath time in the sink. she isn't a fan of that yet though...
-her first pediatrician visit. her weight was back up already to her birth weight. yay!
-her doggy brothers. the 2 little ones mostly ignore her, but our lab loves to be close.
-frozen. yes, already. her cousin clara and aunt chelsea started her young. :)

and now of course.. PICTURES!












happy one week baby girl! we love you SO MUCH!

Saturday, August 9, 2014

birth story- part 2

by the time we got the card game cleaned up and moved the chairs out of the way,
the nurse had wheeled in all of the doctor's tools and was ready to check me again.
i was at 10 CM DILATED AND 100% EFFACED!
it was time to start pushing, even though the doctor wasn't in the room.
the nurses said they would help me push for a while first, then the dr. would come in.
i gave it my all but was starting to run out of breathe quickly so the nurse gave me oxygen.
they asked me if i wanted a mirror to watch and at first i said no.
i was nervous to see the damage that was being done ha…
will kept encouraging me to look because i would be able to see the top of her head.
i told the nurse i changed my mind so she grabbed me a big mirror.
there she was! i could see her brown hair poking out each time i pushed.
seeing how close she was to coming out really motivated me to push my very hardest.
i pushed for about 45 minutes when the nurse quickly said "STOP!"in the middle of one.
i guess the baby's head was about to come out, so she called the doctor in quickly.
dr. hansen walked in wearing shorts and slip on shoes haha, but threw his scrubs on over.
he coached me through a few strong pushes and we all watched her head come out.
i remember thinking she was such a beauty! will and i were both crying.
once the rest of her was out, dr. hansen handed will the scissors to cut the cord.
most of my pregnancy will has been hesitant about the idea of cutting the cord.
needles and blood make him woozy, but he stepped right up and cut it in the moment.
then the doctor placed sadie on my chest and we all gushed over her adorable she looked.
she was SO alert and content, with wide eyes just looking around at us.
from that moment, we were hooked. 
will and i couldn't stop kissing her and rubbing her fingers and toes.




after about a minute, the nurse asked if she could take her to check her out.
i told her she better bring her back and handed her over. 
will and our moms watched the nurse check her vitals, weigh, and measure her.
she was 6 lbs. 3 oz. and 18 inches long (actually 19 in. we found out at our 1st ped. visit).
i had 2 small tears that the doctor quickly stitched up then will brought the baby over to me.
i was on cloud 9. i've never seen anything more perfect and adorable.
after both of our moms got a chance to hold her, will took her into the nursery to clean her.
his family was there watching and helping him with the first bath and diaper change.
while they were gone, the nurses got me ready to move to our postpartum room.
once we were all back together in that room, will rolled in sadie's "crib".
it was neat to watch everyone fall in love with her at first sight.
we feel so beyond lucky that she is ours! 






we are absolutely LOVING life as a family of 3!


birth story- part 1

our sweet sadie has been here with us for 5 whole days now.
we've been oohing and awing over every little thing she does and her many cute faces.
we have bonded so much through breastfeeding already and are getting the hang of things.
i want to start typing up the birth story before i forget some of the details.
here we go…

on saturday night (5 days before my due date), my mom, will, and i were playing carcassone.
i started noticing pretty frequent braxton hicks contractions coming on.
they weren't painful, just uncomfortable and coming about 20 min. apart.
my mom said these could be leading up to the real thing and so we got super excited.
when we went to bed, they still weren't hurting much and hadn't really gotten closer together.
i thought they might just go away while i slept and didn't want to get my hopes up.
well… they didn't go away. 
i woke up at 5am with increasingly painful contractions about 10 min. apart.
i went downstairs to tell my mom and to ask my dad to help will give me a blessing.
we knew this was it so i finished packing the diaper bag while my mom made muffins.
my mind was all over the place so it took me a while and will kept trying to rush me out.
he was so anxious and was being diligent timing my contractions for me.
my contractions got to be about 6 minutes apart and hard to breathe through.
after i stuffed down 5 muffins and 2 glasses of milk, we headed out the door around 9am.
my parents had come in town 2 nights before to stay with us for a whole week.
i am so amazed at how perfectly timed things happened,
since we weren't sure they'd still be up in utah by the time i had the baby.
they followed us in their car to the hospital and we called will's mom to let her know.
when we got there the nurses all made the comment that i looked too happy to be in labor.
ha they definitely caught me in between contractions, 
but i got nervous this meant that i wasn't progressed enough to be checked in. 
my doctor must have been on call that sunday because he walked in a minute after we did.
we were relieved he would be there to deliver the baby since we'd grown close to him.
we got checked in and led to our room where they had me change into a gown right away.
will's mom was quick getting to the hospital so it was will, me, my parents, and liz there.
we thought it would be special to invite both of our moms to be in the room for the birth.


the nurse came in to check my cervix and said i was 4 cm dilated yay!
she didn't mention how effaced i was but i had been 70% at my last appt. so i imagine close.
it was nice to hear that the painful contractions were getting us somewhere.
the nurse asked if i'd like an epidural and i didn't hesitate saying yes.
when the anesthesiologist came in a few minutes later, i was more than ready to be numb.
the nurses had taught us a trick to help with the contractions, but it was getting bad.
i tried not to think about the needle going in my spine by humming and squeezing will.
it wasn't really painful, but all of that pressure scared me and i cried a little.
it was SO worth it though when it started kicking in a few minutes later.
we were watching the monitor go up to a peak and back down,
and i literally felt nothing from the contractions, not even pressure. 
at this point, the nurse checked me again and said i was 5 cm dilated.
then the doctor came right in to break my water.
i was waiting for that gush of water but i didn't feel anything.
instead i heard a gurgling noise down there a couple of times… kinda embarrassing.
after that, some priesthood holders came by our room with the sacrament.
that was really neat and perfect timing for us to partake of the sacrament.
the next few hours flew by and we played the card game phase 10 while we waited.
we only made it about halfway through the game when the nurse came in to check me.
it was about 2 pm and i was dilated to a 9 and 100% effaced. YESSS!
we were so very much excited to get to meet our little girl soon!


to be continued….

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

SHE'S HERE!

our sweet baby girl made her way into the world on sunday, august 3rd.
she was 6 lbs. 3 oz. and 18 inches long with lots of brown hair.
she is the most beautiful baby we've ever seen!
i will type up her birth story later but for now, enjoy a little video of her birth.
thank you to my mother-in-law liz for taking great, censored (haha) video.
we will cherish this her whole life.. the day we became a family of 3.